Chapter 2 III

Julia is confusing me more everyday. The thought that she would want to live in a hostel with 30 other women angers me, the thought of no more sex or encounters. She told me she does not want a big rebellion with the Party. In a way, she only wants to play patty-cake with them just for fun. She does not know or believe in what happened in the past. She denies every part of the truth just because the Party backs up their lies, with more lies.